A Year In A Life

I was released after 5 days (somehow they were able to transform a maximum 72-hour hold to 5 days). Without saying a word, my mom took me directly from the Portland airport to Cascadia and tried to have me re-committed. She kept saying “I have not choice.” I jumped out of the car and ran home. After that, for several days, she tried to forcibly medicate me and once she called the police or mental health falsely claiming I was becoming “violent” because I was refusing to take the medication (risperidone).

August 7, 2017

Right eye twitching, navel implant activated. Every day, new marks on my body.

August 6, 2017

Pricks all over body prevented me from sleeping – woke up and worked on stuff. Realized the geographic connection between repeated childhood dreams of falling off a cliff and the Masonic Lodge in Sunnybrae (Six Rivers Lodge #106). (I later realized the dreamscape also incorporated bits from the area around Six Rivers Lodge on Highway 36).

August 8, 2017

I got up, walked outside about 6:00 A.M. There was a hazy moon low in the western sky near where I’ve seen the bright drone – the moon was full. A military plane flew by, north to south, above the moon. Not the small quiet jets – a larger noisier one. And once it had passed I looked and the moon was gone. It had not gone behind clouds or sunk down – it had simply VANISHED.

August 28, 2017

In April and May I was being hit so much by hand-held DEWs it seems. In June and July it became increasingly apparent that drones were being used, and then (around August 1) implants were activated all over my body per sketch. Soon after this, the DEW attacks grew more subtle, and very constant. What I was beginning to experience now was pin prick points all over my body – legs, thighs, ankles, cheek, forehead, knee, toes, fingers, hands, arms, shoulder, vulva, anus, wrist, neck, jaw. These are being used to communicate “status” of this quote/unquote “Game” that I have been forced to “play.”

For example, a prick on the left lower jaw or chin means I have taken a “hit.” A prick on my right chin/jaw means I have delivered a “hit.” I’ve tried to translate this elsewhere but some of it is subtle and confusing.

One day while I was walking around Mt. Tabor, the area all around my anus/sphincter was activated and felt like I had hemorrhoids or something. It came on suddenly while I was walking and lasted about 1/2 hour. I’ve also experienced attacks where an arm hurts or leg/legs hurt, or where my legs are hard to move.

I seem to have implants – small implants – all over my scalp. Some seem new, like maybe a week old. About 48 hours ago I experienced a series of electric shocks – like real ZAPS – to the left & right – mostly the right – side of my head and neck. I have had twitching in both left and right eyes (mostly right) – and while I have experienced eye twitching off and on infrequently over my lifetime, within the past month I’ve gotten a new type of twitching – twitching spasms of the left-side (mostly) or sometimes the right side of my upper lip, sometimes lower lip. This never happened before August 2017, and it has been happening pretty frequently. Pain in left or right thighs is also frequent. Another very shocking thing that happened was when I was waiting at a crosswalk and my feet simply stepped out into traffic as a car was coming without me knowing or understanding why.

I have known two people who were killed stepping in front of cars, one in 1988 and one in 1997 or 98 and now I really wonder about that. One was a poet acquaintance hit on Indianola Cutoff near where I grew up and the other was a neighbor and friend from school hit on Highway 101 in Crescent City. (Note: there seems a possible connection here in both cases to “cutting off” native people – Crescent City is where many of my daughter’s Yurok family lives.)

I started a website called “untargetme.com” – all kinds of things have been done to prevent me from getting the website running. Par for the course is disrupting my internet access, and/or changing text as I’m writing it (sabotage). Other techniques include zapping me with powerful sleep and/or hunger beams while I’m trying to work, zapping my brain so I blank out and forget my flash drives, etc.

In July Chris was having drug dreams – dream after dream. He kept telling me about them. Also, I was seeing the orange caps from syringes thrown onto sidewalks around town. Then Chris relapsed on heroin. He pulled out and was ok, but I suspected the dreams had been generated as I too was having clearly generated dreams, most of them involving flying objects in the sky. On August 25 Chris went to see Mark Lanegan perform at Wonder Ballroom. Lanegan had helped Chris do an album earlier in the year. About 8/23 or 8/24 I started to notice orange caps from syringes showing up on sidewalks around, like outside Fred Meyer’s on N.E. Glisan, etc. This, I believed, was an indication that Chris would be drawn into a temptation to use opiates once again. I warned him. I said “I don’t know how they will do it – maybe someone will ask you to find drugs for them, or maybe they will generate dreams. But they will try to get you back on heroin.” As usual, he dismissed me. This was about 8/23. On 8/25 Chris woke with a headache. He went to the Lanegan show but came home early because the headache wouldn’t go away. He was having “flu like symptoms” like I’d had back in June from directed energy attacks.

The next day Chris was supposed to perform at a benefit with Mark Lanegan. his headach would not go away. He was concerned and said that he was going to go to the E.R. about it He was gone about five hours. When he returned, I could tell that he had bought heroin. Eventually it became clear he had never gone to the E.R. at all. The relapse was planned and stimulated with mind control E.L.F. frequencies and pain.

August 29, 2017

Last night/this morning I was awoken in the middle of the night with TREMENDOUS pain pulsed into the back of my right leg. I woke up SCREAMING “Ow! Ow! Ow!” and I couldn’t stop until the pain ended several seconds later. This was between 1 and 2 a.m. I think. It terrified Chris. The pain was just beneath my knee and left no discernable marks on my body. But I have marks all over my body from other attacks. New marks on my forehead and all over, and a bruise on my left knee.

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